2026-04-03 - rest less
The problem with the occupied mind, sleeping is hard. Something like a poison in the left side of the brain keeps one awake. Thinking about all the fantastical things that ought to be done as soon as the fraud of sleep is over. Fraud, since it is not really sleep. These days the exciting thing about the day is breakfast, after that usually it just gets progressively less exciting. with the hours the realization sinks in that none of the goals will be accomplished. something this realization hits at 8 am, sometimes at 6pm, sometimes at 10:30 pm. in any case, it is a relief for the day to be over, and so is the fraud of trying to accomplish something. This is all part of the mind parasite. the mind-parasite is there because of the general state of an occupied mind. Because the mind has been collectively infiltrated so as to make us feel useless, worthless, loveless, So as to make us effectively compliant, non-resistant to the generalized stage of slavery and dispossesion. Believe me because I have lived with the parasite most of my life. and only now, at my late age, have I realized the problem has not been me, but the hijacking of the human soul by a parasitic network. and so now resistance partially lookes like learning to love yourself, against all odds, and affirm the value of what you've been indocrinated to believe is valueless, because it does not create "utility" or "benefit". so it is about breaking from the ZOMbified state, one day at a time, untill sleep is normal and one no longer believes there is such a thing as a useless eater.

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